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Essays - On Scaling Mountains
OPUS - Faculty of Music Student Journal
(Vol. 13 No.4, p.4, December 1977)
There was a fellow years ago who prepared himself for an
expedition to Mt. Everest by running up the stairs of the
Toronto Dominion Centre. I believe that after a while he was
able to do it in 44 minutes. I don't know if he was otherwise
equipped for the adventure and of he ever made it to the Himalayas.
I met a fellow once who, I was told, knew all about mountains.
He studied maps and analysed them; he remembered it all: the
measurements, the mineral, the mineral content, the facts
about them. But he had never picked edelweiss himself.
I see so many children standing on mole hills. They are told
they look so tall on them, and the mole hills have names:
"Grades," "Diploma". Sometimes a child
discovers that there is a mountain and wishes to climb it;
he asks for directions and is shown films of mountain climbers
and is given books to read which describe mountains and give
accounts of various expeditions. To develop his lungs he runs
diligently up and down the stairs and to develop his imagination
he analyzes maps. Often this puts him on top of other mole
hills called "prizes" and by looking below he can
feel he's been anointed.
It happens rarely, but the mountain sometimes reveals itself
to the ones it chooses: those who are prepared for the ordeals
and the vigils which are part of every knight's trials in
the quest for the Holy Grail,,,; those who are not afraid
of taking risks; who do not climb in order to be above others,
or to impress the villagers; who know their measure, their
size in relation to the mountain and suffer neither from self-aggrandizement
nor self-belittlement and therefore can neither be illuded
nor put down by others; those who, above all have faith that
they will find the path to the mountain, along the mountain,
until they gain knowledge of it.
That knowledge cannot be imparted by anyone. There is a season;
a right time for undertaking the journey, there is the right
preparation, the necessary equipment, the proper timing, direction,
coordination and resources. If the apprentice is lucky he
may meet a guide and congenial fellow climbers. The rope that
ties them all is loose enough for independent climbing, but
should anyone slip or lose his grip, it is up to the leader
to pull him to safety. Sometimes the climber remains for a
while in a precarious position and it takes a special fortitude
to dangle in the void before gaining a proper foothold.
The mountain guide does not give corrections for false steps
from above, but starts the journey from steps from above,
but starts the journey from the level of the apprentice. Sometimes
the novice refuses to follow, claiming he already knows the
path to follow, claiming he already knows the path to the
top, while the guide points to a far-away peak hidden by clouds,
which one can only reach by descending at first. But only
the apprentice who is a product of mole hills'. "Successes"
is concerned with the top. The anointed one knows that the
view from the mountain will only give him perspective on all
the surrounding ranges. Sometimes there is nothing but fog,
and tireness, and storms: but the air is clearer, and the
fog will lift, and when it does, you know.
Dr.B.
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